IM NATALIE CARMELLE NEO :] ALMOST SIXTEEN
TWENTYNINTH-OCTOBER 1991
CHIJ SECONDARY [TOAPAYOH]
SECONDARY 4/8 2007
TENNIS
WISHES
.NOKIA N73 MUSIC EDITION!
.LAPTOP-sony vaio-c
.wilson Ncode4
.<20 points for prelims
.<10 points for O levels
.FENDER:] - strat! .Green Converse
.ACS(I) - IB programme
.diploma in banking and finance!-SP?
.semi-acoustic guitar - epiphone or ibanez will be fine :]
.TRAVEL
.Louis Vuitton Wallet [damier]:] - im just joking.
.a personal tele.
It's already been 3 months since you broke up with me on the 1st of June 2006 ... but i really still can't get over you ... i guess that you were over me a long time ago yeah... well ... i just want you to know that I really really love you ... I can't believe that you would leave me over such a matter ... but i remembered you saying that you would never leave me ... i guess that thats what all guys will say ... but you still did in the end ... i also remember our first date ... on the bus ... i haven't really agreed to be your girlfriend yet as i was scared that you would hurt me , and still you did ... you said that "this was just the beggining .. there would be fights and all " but that was only our FIRST fight and you already broke up with me , don't you think that all the promises you made were all broken .... YOU were the first person to really make me feel so sad for the past months ... I really didn't think it would hurt that much but it did ... you made me cry my way to sleep and even now ... i still think about the times we had together ... although it seemed that I was 'OK' with you breaking up with me ... i am really not ... I just didn't want you to worry about it you see... i guess you got alot of work to keep you busy ... However hard I try .. i still can't forget you David , I just wish that you will know the true feelings on how I feel inside ... but i just can't bring myself to tell you the truth ... You were the one and only person who made my heart feel so broken inside , it hurts alot but you wouldn't know ... I guess you would think that I go around flirting with guys ... but i Really don't , I still wonder ... What is the ACTUAL reason that you broke up with me ? I REALLY love you ... but i guess that you are already over me ... =( ... Im really sorry for everything that I've done ... but I really did not do or say anything ... why won't you believe me?? Am I REALLY that hard to trust ... But whatever it is ... i hope that inside you will know how i truly feel ...
